Drawing mood recently. What really bothers me is that I don't have a tablet. But living alone is expensive, and every piece of electronic goods is expensive. My scanner is dead, my tablet is sold, just really great. Because of that I really don't like to draw digitally, I can't also practice (yeah, I know my level is poor). It's like 'can't you earn money, and buy those?'. So yeah, it's not that easy. I'm studying, and I have like three days weekly free, one in working days, saturday and sunday. That gives me 96 hours of work monthly. They pay me 8 zł for hour (about 3$ I think?) so I earn about 800 zł per month (300$?). I need to pay for my apartment, food, and enjoys (phone, interet, cosmetics, bla bla bla). My parents helps me a lot, but that isn't really much. I mean not much for people in other countries, because here we've got low payments and high prices. Example, for camera that I need, because I'm a freelance photographer (mainly photos for private people and weddings) I have to get money that I spend in five months on everything that I wrote earlier. Everything here is so damn expensive I can't even think about buying stuff I need, bacuse there are more important things.
God, that's awful. Now you may understand, why so many people from Poland is living abroad and working there. It's just too hard to fulfill your dreams here.

Boring, eh? Sorry for that. I just had to wrote that, because it really bothers me. And really sorry for my english, I didn't use it for a while.